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whippedream 03:08 PM, February 9, 2012 Update

I don't mean to be selfish on this pero last night, may narealize ako.. But before that. Kahapon na ko nakauwi dito samin na supposedly bukas pa as I told on my previous post. I realized na kelangan ko pa ng NOA (notice of admission) for my NLE result that will be release this coming week. Ang tanga lang! Super badtrip ako kasi hindi ko na alam kung san ko nalagay yun and bukod dyan, nag general cleaning mom ko last december so no idea talaga kung san na napunta yun, nadagdag pa nung naalala ko yung mga requirements ko for NMAT last december, andun kasi ung TOR (transcript of records), birth certificate NSO ko, etc. na gagamitin ko pa this March and December for my NMAT. Thankfully, nahanap ko na yung NOA ko pero yung envelope with the things for my NMAT, wala pa din, shit talaga. Ayoko pa naman pumunta sa school ko nung college para magrequest pa ng TOR at NSO, dagdag bayad, so hopefully mamaya paguwi ng mommy ko makita na namin yun or this coming week, dapat makita na yun, kainis talaga!

Anyway, back to last night.. Narealize ko lang, ilang araw at gabi na ko nagdadasal at humihingi ng sign if anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko, either magwork na or mag aral na ng medicine. The thing is, this year, I'll have them both which really suits the title of this entry. I was only hoping for one thing but it seems na gusto ni Lord na itake ko sila both. Sabihin na nating dahil sa isang katangahan, eto ang nangyari saken. I admit I really can't take another step higher unless makapasa na ko ng NLE. Pero ang plano na mukhang mangyayari this year is, I'll take NMAT this March and pag hindi ako nakuntento sa score, I'll take another one on December. Eh last week lang, ang advice ng ate ko is to take the December NMAT, which is okay naman but I have to take the March na para at least I have 2 chances. Nagsurf kasi ako sa net last night and I found out na kelangan ko din isabay sa time management ko yung application dates ng mga universities for medicine na madalas sa October-January ang pagfile. So another katangahan ko, nangangarap ako magenroll this year (2012), eh tapos na pala ang application last year pa. I have no choice but to work between March and December, iniisip ko pa kung magreview center pa ko for December NMAT pero sa ngayon magself review muna ko for this March NMAT. Kaloka talaga!

Eto na.. magwowork na talaga ko? Damn. Reality here I come! I really thank God, alam ko hindi ako multitasker, I take one step at a time, pero this time, one step at a time nga pero in one year. Work and Medicine. :D

Currently, I'm reading my Tumblr, and wala lang, this line just striked me.